Thursday, July 05, 2007

[Twitchy Niki - the Sequel]

The twitch is back. I get the twitch whenever I'm unconsciously stressed out. It's strange, really--I don't often feel noticeably tense or worried, but my body shows signs -- frequent indigestion, restlessness, the twitch on my nose next to my left eye, a tendency to curl up in a ball... etc. Darn it all.

Maybe it's the move... maybe heading back to school... maybe worries about finding a job in Springfield... or maybe, and this I most strongly suspect, work itself. It's not the job I'm working toward, and I want to just concentrate on becoming a teacher/professor. Not that such a job is without stress, but it's different somehow. Perhaps career versus "job". I don't know.

What I do know is that I'm tired and have the hiccups--badly. So I guess I'm off to take a zantac and go to bed. Buenas noches.

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