Saturday, January 20, 2007
I need to get out of this house. I'm sick of the sarcasm and the tension. I hate walking on eggshells so I won't piss off Mom and having to try to act like someone I'm not so Dad won't inform me that I'm a careless ditz (in those very words). I don't care how true it is or is not, I don't need to hear it. I'm mean enough to myself--I don't need my parents kicking in their own blows. I really can't do this much longer. I don't think I've felt this type of frustration or (dare I say) depression in a long time. I just can't do this much more.