Thursday, October 16, 2003

[Campus Fever]

I have got campus fever so badly this year, and I just don't know why... well, I have a sneaking suspicion as to one reason, but there has got to be more to it than that. I really want to be closer to home. Right now, I'm six hours away from home, so the only time I can really go home is when I have a 3 day weekend or longer. Basically, that's 3 times per semester. Yeah. So the breaks are few and far between, and I'm just itching to go home, sleep in my own bed, see people I know (and have known for a while), go to my home church, to have some privacy... To tell you the truth, if I wasn't signed up to go study abroad in Scotland for second semester next year, I think I would transfer to a school closer to home. As it is, study abroad falls at the end of my junior year, so it would be useless to transfer. So, I'm stuck, and that's driving me even crazier. If I was closer to home, it's not like I'd go home every weekend or anything, but at least I would be close enough to home that I could go home if I wanted to. Arrrrgh. Oooh... I don't know what my problem is. My mind is all over the place this week. I'd say I need a break, but I just got back from a break... Maybe I need a longer break... maybe that's it... I don't know! Argh! I know this much: when Branson seems exciting, I know something's out of whack...

I think I'm going to go to bed early tonight. Maybe my head will stop swimming by tomorrow. I hope so anyway...

Oh, if anyone wants to call and talk to me this weekend, *wink wink nudge nudge* a really good time to try to catch me will be Saturday from 3:30 to 9:30. Call me on my cell phone because I'll be working at the hall desk and I won't really have a whole lot else to do other than ever-so-exciting homework and writing out birthday thank you cards. :P