Saturday, March 31, 2001

HS Stressin'

Now why is it that each teacher seems to think that they are the only one that gives out homework???? I have a major research thesis report to do on the life of Maya Angelou for Adv. Eng. III, I have to do a Agencia de Viajes presentation (poster, brochure, travel dictionary) to do, and both are due the same week! Plus, for Interior Design, I have a cross-stitch thing due Monday, and I don't know how to do the stupid French knots! I'm not a homemaker-type person. I'm an artist. What's so hard to understand about that?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I'll be so glad when it's summer.........

Friday, March 30, 2001


I'm happy.
No, nothing remarkable happened, I didn't have a great day at school, etc...........

So why am I so gosh darned cheerful?

This nasal decongestant is some goooooooood stuff, baby! =)

Wednesday, March 28, 2001


I am freezing to death. Yet I'm too lazy and stubborn to walk across the house to get me a blanket or a sweatshirt.

Sign my guestbook, whether you've signed it before or not. I feel loved when people say hello.....

Tuesday, March 27, 2001

Does anyone know of a cure for me?????????

Give It to God

When all you get is pain
Give it to God
When loved ones desert you
Give it to God
When you think you’re alone
Give it to God
When everyone is against you
Give it to God
When you cry at night
Give it to God
When you walk through the storms
Give it to God
When choices overwhelm you
Give it to God
When burdens grow too heavy
Give it to God
When you jump for joy
Give it to God
He will share you pain if you
Give it to God
He will double your joy if you
Give it to God
He’ll guide your paths if you
Give it to God
He bore your cross
Gave His life for you
Surrender your sins and
Give them to God

Days until I'm officially a senior: 53

I'm already showing clear signs of that infamous infirmity Senioritis....should I be worried?????

Tiny Little Boost of Self-Esteem

Really cool thing happened. Last week, I was sitting at my desk, and I accidentally knocked my pencil off my desk. The two guys (one of them is pretty dang cute, too) practically dove for it. I just sorta said, "Thanks," (the cute one got to it first), then thinking, added, "both of you." Then I kinda turned away, blushed, and suppressed a squeal. Yeah, I'm still a loser that gets excited when a guy says hi, but if anyone has an excuse, I, "the queen of singleness", do. =)

Sunday, March 18, 2001

Niki's Crush Cycle

1) Some guy says hello, smiles at me, or strikes up a friendly conversation.
2) I start to think
3) It occurs to me that we have stuff in common
4) I tell myself to forget it now before it's too late and the past repeats itself
5) I let down my guard and daydream
6) I go out of my way to "run into him"
7) I debate whether or not to tell him
8) Either I am just about to tell him, and he gets a girlfriend that I am friends with or no competition for,
8) I tell him and he doesn't feel that way (9/10 times)
9) I am brokenhearted for a while
10) Someone else says hello and...
11) Hmmmmmm.........

Monday, March 12, 2001


My emotions are completely haywire. Some of my closest buds are really depressing me with some of the stuff they're doing to themselves. On the other hand...I'm madly in (puppy) love again! =P :)

To One of my Dearest Friends:
Dear _______,
Remember the fun we used to have?
Playing Barbies, dress-up, and pretend
The bond we had was so tight
Nothing could come between us
You're younger, but we were on the same level
The years could have been weeks
The day I entered high school
I entered a whole new world
But I knew we'd still be close
Nothing could come between us, we were tight
Two years pass, and you're coming
You'll be a freshman soon
I promised to show you the ropes
To warn you of the "bad" crowd
You always were more popular
But it didn't matter, because
Six years of friendship was too strong
The week before, we giggled and made plans
But you forgot our plans (and me)
When you walked through those doors
Six months later we barely speak
Hardly a smile in the halls
Your many new friends seem to fill my place
You are drifting so far away
But what could I say to you?
I miss the time we had together
But mostly I miss you
I still consider you my dearest friend
But the question is: Am I yours?

BFF (?),